Before you consider feeling a certain way about someone or something, consider if you just might be having your body tell you something, like you may be sick or just feeling a momentary discomfort or unbalance in it’s chemistry that gives you that feeling.
Or you might be spiritual and think that the universe is telling you something about that something / one you think of through whatever you feel in your body. It’s a choice.
I’ve been really agitated today and prone to feeling a lot and my heart was racing at times.
Facts:
- I have not drank coffee since February, unless on very rare occasions and only with milk
- Today I drank a black coffee in the morning
- I spent today sitting at a table doing mostly nothing
I had a quite insightful conversation with a friend during the day that touched on the emotional side as it always does and after she left I felt my stomach bothering me and I thought : Aha, so this is on a emotional level and because I acknoaleged my new crush(es) out loud, I triggered something. Especially since we talked about emotional availability, choosing or focusing on unavailable people and so on.
Rationally speaking, it was just the effect of the coffee. ๐๐ผโโ๏ธ
Speaking about unavailable people, I need someone I can dream about. Can one dream about someone they are in a relationship with?
Fun fact and totally random: today, on Mylene Farmer’s birthday, it’s also this blog’s anniversary. ๐
