Today, I experienced the feeling I enjoyed last spring as well: time expanding and seeming enough. My mind is relaxed by the fact that I have nothing to do* and nowhere to be.
Just like last spring, I know it will not last long**. It will actually come and go. For this week I am going to enjoy it, and then I’ll see. Whatever comes.
Until my next scheduled trip to my happy island, I decided not to go anywhere. So far, it feels like a good idea. This amount of relaxation makes me feel like I’m floating.
The difference from last spring is that then I had a morning and night cosmetic routine that is mostly keep now only for night, before going to sleep. Last spring, I made a point of dressing even if I did not go out, although I was joking about spending my days in pijama. I didn’t. Now, I do not bother unless I’m going out. I pondered yesterday about going out in my pijama. I do not even think people would have noticed since I would have had a coat over. In light of this, I bought myself a new pijama and plan to only buy this item of clothing and maybe socks until this period turns to something else. <- wanted to say better, but …meh… whatever 🤷🏼♀️
Last year around this time I was under the certainty that no matter how 2020 turns out, it will end well as I should have went to a concert in France. It’s been postponed to September 2021. I do hope …still. So do they, obviously (autocorrect turned the last word in – anxiously 🤷🏼♀️ fits somehow).
There is something quite nice about sitting here, floating in a feeling of peace and security.
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Close your eyes.
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Listen to you hear beating and acknowledge every part of your body from the top of you feet to your hand finger to the top of your head.
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Feel how you are floating and stay there. Nothing can harm you in this state.
* I do but nothing is a must do right now …well, not yet 😅 not today 😄
**the feeling, not this period
The joy of creating 